Going. Going. Gone.
I don’t know where his heads at anymore. I used to, but I have no idea. I feel like this is a crazy downward spiral. I don’t want him to go. I want this to work. But in his mind. He’s already gone.
Lately I’ve just been so, stressed… I don’t get stressed like this. Stuff’s going on I guess that normally doesn’t, that could be contributing. Fights. Graduation. School. It’s been nuts.. I’ve literally been throwing up out of stress. It just hits me in the gut and goes up from there. So awful. Prayers are always appreciated. <3
I am not okay.
Butterflies. They'll getcha.
So, I’ve been told since I can remember that you should NEVER base relationships off of tingly happy feelings, because at times, they won’t be there. I am really learning this lately, the hardship and also the value. My boyfriend was really confused, because this isn’t something we go through often. And began to question our relationship, which then made me question it.. Will...